love is the mantra:):)

Love’s The Mantra....... :):)

The freshness of the early morning and the first rays of the sun into my bedroom are so divine and ethereal. Even my pillow and my bed sheet are all smelling of love and pure unadulterated love.
God after ages I have been experiencing this so happy and light feeling. It feels so great. Words cannot describe the feeling.
A quick brisk walk with music on my ears will be my push to the inner feeling that I have been experiencing.
It’s been a roller coaster ride for quite some time. The ordeal seems endless. But something deep inside my soul said hang on things will brighten up for sure. The inner spirit guide is so dam powerful. One just needs to have deep faith in that wonderful guide within.
Getting back from my walk and entering my warm nest I already feel so happy.
A quick shower and Phil Collins only singing for me..... Added to it is my hot cup of koffee what else can I ask from life.
The secret for this light feeling is and has to be love. This four letter word has been holding the most powerful place on this cosmic planet and will always be. The day it ceases we will all perish.
As I am penning down my feelings I cannot but help remembering the words of Swami Vivekananda.
Borrowing his words, “All expansion is life and all contraction is death. All love is expansion, all selfishness is contraction. Love for love’s sake. Because it is the only law of life, just as we breathe to live. This is the secret of selfless love, selfless action and the rest.”
Love is so powerful for it can embrace so many layers and can be in so many forms and radiating only happiness all around.
Being in love with the feeling of love is more than enough to keep one going. For me it works wonders. Being insanely romantic and expressive, love is my mantra for survival. It does not have to be a man woman relationship. That‘s the power of this emotion. It brings the million dollar smile that each one of has been endowed upon by the Almighty. The unexpecting text message in the midst of work saying that I was being remembered when I least expected one. What is it? It’s a form of love and somebody somewhere has taken out a minute to think about me. I think it’s a wonderful expression. Thanks to instant technology. For me this is love and one ought to cherish and preserve it. It feels so great. In today’s world getting love and nourishing it with utmost care is the only thing we need to hold on to tightly.
Cling on to it dearly from wherever love comes. Only the privileged ones experience it. It’s just great to love and to give love just for the sake of loving. That is the only thing life asks for.

introspection.

Its not even a Monday when most of us go through the Monday blue syndrome.It's just that not all days are as shiny as one would want it to be.There are days when everything seems to be drab. There is an emptiness and hollow feeling from within. Worst one has to deal with it all alone and come out of it all alone too.
I guess it has to do with the upheaval that goes within our self lets blame it on the hormones:) they are also taking a day off so everything has gone haywire.
For me feeling drab the whole day and totally unproductive is an inner indication that somewhere all is not well. Cannot figure out what and where.
I guess the inner introspection is taking a toll on me. My fear of being alone is killing me. I have come to realise that i have a serious problem i cannot stay alone.
What do i do?
Deep within i want to save all that is left now. But i am not sure if i will succeed. If i cannot how do i come to terms with it.
i guess i have to heavily fall back on my job and be hundred percent productive in it and be thank full to that Someone up above who was kind enough to keep a door open to keep me going.

Miracles for you baby.... from Heaven.

Happy from within after such a long time....When the going is tough and hope seems a distant dream.... God makes His presence felt in His most unique way. saying you need to go through bumpy roads baby.... it will help you to cover your journey ahead in life in the most pleasant manner.
I have experienced His miracle in the most sweetest manner. And i am thankful to Him as always.
Have managed to get the thing that i wanted from deep within.
My hard work and Faith in Him has seen me through....
I have my dream job to start over all again. Am going to put in my best. Need Your blessings... to excel in life, and move forward henceforth.
Could not have asked for anything better.
I am just very happy and it feels good:)

A rainy evening

Its been raining since the morning.....Happens to be a full moon tonight. The predictions are that the moon is closest to the earth this full moon. Chances that there will be catastrophe during this period. Nature has shown its power by devastating japan. It is hard to believe for what the catastrophe took place. I know God had to show His power when his children on earth become unruly and insensitive towards fellow human beings and towards nature. Japan i guess was picked at random. For God also knows that a resilient country like Japan will soon bounce back to life.
For me every full moon night is a date with my Lord satyanarayn. Its that time of the month when i remember Him with special thoughts. I do not ask him anything in particular. But tonight i have asked Him miracles only for me. I need them at any cost to keep me going.
My marsh mellow has also made a trip to Ajmer Dargah today to pray for peace. I hope all her dreams come true.
So this rainy evening is a beautiful one for me.
A hot mug of koffee and some Eric Clapton and Phill Collin song and a good book will be the perfect and peaceful way to wind up today . Finally a prayer of thanks when i lay my head down on my pillow for a good night sleep.

koffee and apple pie

The weather has been quite dusty for sometime. There was a feeling that winter was quietly slipping away... and summer on its way. It saddened me that cold winters were saying adieu for the time being.Somewhere the mind wanted to see a little winter once again. God knew my mind and what do i see today morning a pleasant change. There was a little drizzle, lovely wind blowing. The entire day was cold and evening saw mild downpours again.
Its perfect to relish a warm hot mug of koffee with homemade apple pie. That is what i have done. And enjoying my well beated signature koffee and a yum apple pie that i have made.
These small pleasure of life at time can be so soothing to the soul that it makes us forget the major worries that bog us down .
I hope and pray that the weather remains cold and pleasant for at least one more day.Another day of a beautiful morning walk in the cold is what i am looking forward....

Rainbow

When the mind and soul fails to think rationally its best to leave it to God to do what best He can do.
As all good things come to an end. I also beleive that there is a bright rainbow after a ferocious storm. When the rainbow appears after a wild storm high above, it lights up the entire sky.
The guiding hand up there in Heaven send me signals as to how best and fruitfully i can live on this planet.
It's that phase of my life where i need You the most. Be there when i am alone and scared to face life all over again.
I want this dark night to end soon and bask just in happiness and bliss always.
Let the strom subside and the rainbow emerge.