introspection.

Its not even a Monday when most of us go through the Monday blue syndrome.It's just that not all days are as shiny as one would want it to be.There are days when everything seems to be drab. There is an emptiness and hollow feeling from within. Worst one has to deal with it all alone and come out of it all alone too.
I guess it has to do with the upheaval that goes within our self lets blame it on the hormones:) they are also taking a day off so everything has gone haywire.
For me feeling drab the whole day and totally unproductive is an inner indication that somewhere all is not well. Cannot figure out what and where.
I guess the inner introspection is taking a toll on me. My fear of being alone is killing me. I have come to realise that i have a serious problem i cannot stay alone.
What do i do?
Deep within i want to save all that is left now. But i am not sure if i will succeed. If i cannot how do i come to terms with it.
i guess i have to heavily fall back on my job and be hundred percent productive in it and be thank full to that Someone up above who was kind enough to keep a door open to keep me going.